An emotion inside I find no words could explain,
Exploding, controlling, so hard to contain.
Love, a word without meaning to me before you,
Now forever foreign fallacies, facing fears before morning dew.
To stay this way in eternity with you seems only right.
Alas, my body calls out. My soul screaming for the darkness of night.
Leave it all behind for one instance of my loneliness,
A measured insight of this life, only more an educated guess.
Behind this young face, I know you cannot see. My soul is not the same.
Still you love me, I do not understand. Should I take the blame?
In the confusion of my mind, I find only you would care.
Now this rushing so boldly over me, we cannot possibly share.
The hint of these new tears grow sharper with each touch, I am a mess.
Still through the distance you stand with me none the less.
I wanted to waste away in that moment, so whole and complete.
A blue so irreplaceable, in a love of which nothing could compete.
Standing outside looking to the Heavens, chocking back the tears inside,
One final lasting glance I must make, before away I shy.
Such beauty in strands of color, weaving a story in the great abyss,
Knowing only one emotion could come to mind, wishing for mere bliss.
I have to give this up, throw it away. It has been nothing less than unkind.
Am I wrong to miss my body, my blood? My everlasting, unchained mind?
Emotions are for the weak at heart, again I go unnoticed.
Unhooking all that is left inside, a change ignored, unnoted.